just to clarify...

...I am not getting married. I'm just planning ahead. Sheesh. I haven't found that hot, rich surgeon yet, remember? I AM, however, being a bridesmaid in a may wedding this next year, my first time since I was a five-year-old bridesmaid in my Uncle Darryl's wedding. Always a bridesmaid, never a bride I suppose. Although, rarely a bridesmaid either. geez.

yay!

well something exciting happened to me, finally! P-town people came here and called me and I had a social life! Saturday my prego cousin Sara came to town and we went shopping, then I met a whole slew of ptown people at a bar downtown seattle, like about 12 or them. then sunday we tried to scalp football tickets, but the $54 seats were going for $200, so dylan and kyle roundtree went and jody and I watched from the bar across the street. then yesterday I met jody, kyle, and etcher in town and we watched the mariners, who beat the A's for the first time in 15 games! 10 innings! wooohooo I had a life for three days in a row! Truly amazing. tomorrow after class i am gonna meet with laura mccay from wrangell who lives near me and we will continue our quest for a social life. then matte comes this weekend, passing thru on his way to his world travels. four months, something like 22 countries he will visit. sheesh. I wish i was a fisherman. Well that's about it. i will post pictures from the mariners game soon. for real. To continue with my discussion of songs, I am currently listening to "I swear" by All 4 One, which I still maintain to be my future wedding "first dance" song. It was a toss up between this one and "Because you loved me" by celine dion, but they played it at josh's funeral, so that's just not gonna work. All 4 One rocks, anyways.

chasing cars

this is now my new favorite song of the moment. chasing cars. reminds me of grey's anatomy, my favorite show of all time. makes me want to be swept off my feet by a rich, hot, talented brain surgeon. how do i meet one of these...hmmm. working on that still. i love this song. makes me sad, though, cause i am not involved in a hot romance with a doctor who makes me want my life to end when he doesn't choose me over his adulterous wife. everyone wants to be chosen over the adulterous wife, right? sheesh i gotta quit drinking wine with my grandmother, i tell ya. still, doesn't a hot brain surgeon sound good? i like this one too..."lips of an angel". Or how about "I'm not ready to make nice" by the Dixie Chicks. Also good. I know how they feel. there are some people out there, they know who they are, who i am not nearly ready to make nice with. maybe never. don't cross me. I'll get ya back, trust me. Ok i really need to stop now. I switched back to Chasing Cars to get back to fantasizing about a hot rich brain surgeon named Dr. McDreamy...I love that show.

I will have to update all the time

...to make up for cena's lack of a blog. I have to read only Zieak's now to keep up with their exciting life. sheesh. lame, cena, lame. It poured ridiculously hard for about thirty minutes today then got nice again. I think i am going to the Puyallup fair this weekend. oh and i now am a licensed bartender, should have had that all summer, oops. now i can get a job in washington too.

new school

for all the shit i give cena, I haven't written on here in quite some time. i started school last saturday (yes, saturday, yuck) and am now about to go into my first tuesday class, "Learning Psychology and student needs". I recently, as of yesterday, made the decision to do middle school for the time being and move to high school later in life. i really want to teach high school, but i'm a little worried--ok, totally freaked out--by the idea of student teaching high schoolers in just four months. i mean, I'll be 23 and they are 17 and 18, so i think i will have a problem getting any respect. seriously, at least 5 people this summer said to me at work "you are allowed to serve alcohol underage in alaska?" thinking i was cocktailing at 18 or 19. sheesh. I turn 23 in a month, people. so i have decided to do my student teaching in a junior high instead. crazy? maybe. i remember i really hated being a 7th grader, but maybe it will be ok teaching it.